ALKELL,
Read your script here and on another thread about virtually the same thing, and would appreciate it if you could break with PPRUNE tradition and actually name the basta*d pilots who forced you into your job as a refueller. They have a lot to answer for by the sounds of things eh?
I really don't wish to add to your anxt, but that is the job you do and if it includes being called-out at all hours, then so-be-it. The real thruth is that if there was NO money in it - nobody would do it.
On another note; you mention that if there were no fuellies, then we wouldn't have a job...........this is a two-sided coin.........if we disappear then you don't have a job either.
