CM6966,
I'm not sure what you know about the recruiting process, but it is designed to weed out the suitable candidates from the unsuitable ones. The CF is not in the business of throwing away money on trainign people that can't cut the lifestyle. (Not a perfect process, but generally does the job)
You sound very unsure of what you want. If your goal is simply to fly for the airlines, the CF is NOT for you. That's been said to you many times in this thread.
There is AMPLE information availabe through recruiting offices. There is no rule that says you need to join as soon as you finish school. I'm sensing you have a lot of "growing up" to do yet, and perhaps you need spend a few years figuring out what you really want to do before you make that kind of committment.