Cheer up AvEnthusiast!
You have already started doing better than ever before!!
As many pals have said, the key words here are the positive mindset and high determination.
Being here addressing your worries and concerns is the first positive step
One of the greatest quotes that honestly has made my life better:
"If you think YOU CAN do it, you will. If you think you can't, then you won't"
It's really amazing when you believe in your abilities no matter how hard the task is. Never be so worried about doing it right from the first time, because "only practice makes perfect". So you better keep thinking of your brain as your magic tool:
1. It can smoothly be ready and calm as soon as you take your seat.
2. It can swiftly adapt and react to any given situation while you fly.
3. It can make your eyes, hands and feet accurately respond whenever you come to execution.
4. It can easily store and retreive the skills you train for.
This is no bull$hit psychological trick. It's all about adjusting your mental power to the level of the challenge! It works for me, and it will work for everybody too!
You might have heard about the law of attraction. As much as you love flying and appreciate the job, you are certainly going to put the extra effort that is needed to excell. Soon after, you will find the AC surrendering to your command!
Best of luck