"The airlines will hopefully see me as an employee..."
How will they see you as an employee when you are PAYING them?
No. They will see you as a mug who will borrow money you don't have to give them and they will abuse you until the next mug comes along!
You don't know me from Adam, (ha) but as you seem content to see further destruction of your fellow pilots T's & C's without any qualms then perhaps take a moment to think what you are also doing to your daughters' future?
How will she have a secure upbringing when her dad earns nothing, giving it all away so he can peer out of the window of a 320?
Now that is what I call selfish. And you suggest that it is me that needs help??????
Go to Africa. Enjoy your 210 and wait for better times when a job is a job and they pay you!