ADFS
Chill dude
Now are tough times and there many more pilots than jobs.
The upswing will come and with it the greatest pilot shortage yet seen.
Nowadays loans are not being extended to prospective students wishing to complete professional training.
Others are deterred by the poor job security in the industry.
Recently completed CPLs are turning to non aviation careers as there are no jobs out there for them. More and more furloughed experienced pilots will be time expired as time goes by.
Then the upswing will come, and companies like Emirates and their snotty ambassadors will come running after you with their hats in their hands, even if you are way older than 54.
Keep a job - any flying job, and your time will come.