Hi rriisshhii
I have been in your situation ie ... the dilemma of choosing how to go about fulfilling your dream of becoming a pilot. I / nor anyone here can actually tell you which is the best route to take, but we can advise you based on our experience. People like Jox who have been in the industry for many moons have knowledge and experience in the industry. They have seen first hand how it has changed. I based my decision on the advice from people like that and have never looked back.. In those days the industry was a hell of a lot better than now, but I was also well aware of the fact that you are always a failed medical away from being out of a job. I have fulfilled my dream and it took many years, but I know that I made the right decision to work my way up from CC to the Cockpit. Whilst pushing that trolley I gained so much valuable experience and also an insight into the industry. Now, I am not suggesting that you go the CC route, but my advice is to get something else to fall back on. I was grounded due to ill health, but fortunately I was still able to work in the industry until I got my class 1 back.
I wish you all the best.