Have you talked to anyone else who has worked for Saudia in the past or preferably present ? I`m not saying you haven`t , but I would like to think a reasonable person would do "their homework" before they moved halfway around the world to work for an airline like Saudia. You would only have yourself to blame. Be careful. If you have to ask why ...then your answer is clear , you haven`t done the research. Money isn`t everything.