Lien,
Just GO FOR IT, i'm in kind of the same situation as you, divorced, 34 in March, completed PPL & ATPLS last year. Starting on Monday for CPL/ME/IR hope to be finished by April.
May not be the best time commence training but when is. Your only here once Lien.
My way of thinking is " i would rather try and fail than not to have tried at all"