You know, ff, you remind me of a guy I used to fly with.
He was in the RAF and wasn't happy
So he left and joined Brittania and wasn't happy,
So he left and joined Royal Brunai and wasn't happy
So he left and joined Ansett and wasn't happy,
So he left to run a Dry Cleaners in North Carolina (don't know if he was happy, but I can guess!!)
Of course, along the way-
He wasn't happy single, so he married Wife No1,
He wasn't happy, so he left her for Wife No2,
He wasn't happy, so he left her for wife No3........
Some time or other you have to take an honest look at yourself and work out it's not your job, you surroundings, or even who you're married to that determines whether you're a happy person or not.
If you constantly feel like a miserable sod, it's probably because you ARE a miserable sod, and no-one can fix it but you!!