The waiting is always the worst Carruthers !
You're leaning fast my friend, and it's VERY good experience, because you can spend an awful lot of time rushing to go nowhere in aviation; and so patience becomes a virtue :-).
I thought so from your first post, but then wondered after your second post, and obviously wondered wrong - doh ! It's a good game these life changing decisions; pity they didn't cover it in the ATPL really, instead of the hoop jumping crap that they do - now don't get me started on THAT !
Al'humdililah (excuse the spelling)
L8.