Chesty Morgan
I know it does sound crazy. But keep in mind, i've been lurking here for a long time and have been sending emails to pilots asking them questions about their jobs.
The reason i went for flight sim and cockpit videos is because:
Many say it's the flying itself that keeps them doing it. I wanted to see how that flying is like (cockpit video) and get a feel for what it is like to operate an airliner (flight sim), then see if i would enjoy it. That was my intention. I do know, as i said in my previous post to PilotMIke (which hasn't shown up yet???), that it is a flawed way of doing it.
I want to be as sure as i can get that it is something i will enjoy for the rest of my life after all the hardships.