The dreaded first sim. after check to line.
Things do get easier as you get into a new "comfort zone" like with any task.
Don't beat yourself up man. You know how to sharpen yourself up so work on these areas and stay confident. (not easy at times)
A little anxiety before a check is a good thing. You'll never know it all.
2 cents from a plodder
Good luck to you
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