My thoughts are with you...
As a former Excel Airways member of crew, who went through what you're going through now just a few short months ago, my thoughts are with all of you...
If you are looking to keep flying, TCX are currently recruiting for all bases (check out aviationjobsearch)... I believe (not 100 sure though) that these courses will take place this winter too!
Keep strong guys and gals... I promise you, although the skies seem very grey and cloudy right now, there is a ray of light out there, and your time to shine again will come very soon!
Fondest Thoughts
BoB