Hello Pilotmike, thanks. I didn't say that lesson cancellations were making me waste money, they may do indirectly as when I don't fly, then I spend one more day living here.
What happened is, the weather has been horrible here in eastern Canada this summer, I came and settled, took an appartment, furnished it, appliances, electricity, tv, internet, etc....then I brought my girlfriend with me. Then I decided to switch school because there wasn't too much availability where I was because I wasn't flying even when the weather was excellent. So I Sold everything cheap, and settled in somewhere else. All of this is a lot of money. I came all the way from Africa.
I could ask my family to lend me 60.000k euros right now, and it would make everything a lot easier and faster, but I don't want to.
Of course flying and studying is a pleasure and is so easy.