finding the money is the hardest, also, all those lessons cancellations are driving me crazy. I wasted so much money and I'm not PPL yet, only 33h of flight. I couldn't sleep for the last 2 days, i'm completely desperate. Now I think my only solution is to find a job and save money again. I'm 25, I'm affraid to be ready when I'll be too old to get a airline job.