Dear Mats, just a few little pointers to help you identify your particular affliction. It is called an "Inferiority Complex" and can be identified by the following characteristics:
1. Sensitivity To Criticism: Although people who feel inferior “know” they have shortcomings, they do not like other people to point this out. They tend to perceive any form of criticism, regardless of how sensitively or constructively it is presented, as a personal attack.
2. Tendency Toward Blaming: Some people project their perceived weaknesses onto others in order to lessen the pain of feeling inferior. From here, it is only a short step to blaming others for one’s failures.
3. Feelings Of Persecution: Carried to its extreme, blaming others can extend to believing that others are actively seeking to ruin you. It allows people to avoid personal responsibility for their failure.
Now the fact that particular people have recently chosen to operate their aircraft outside the manufacturers limitations is indeed a point in fact, not an attack on your "good name"
or your country of birth. The fact that most airline accidents appear to occur in certain parts of the world is a point in fact, not an attack on your "good name"
or your country of birth.
So it would probably be best for the future if you were to seek out some professional help for the symptoms that have manifested in your good self. This help will no doubt ensure that you are able to maintain your "good name"
now and well into the future.