Sounds a famaliar story.
Been at this game a while. Been taken for a six with women ,ie support, i,ll have the kids while you bring in the money. All i got in 12 years years of hope, relationship wise was a girl who promised kids and didn,t or couldn,t deliver. Now i,m faced with the fact at 38 i have no kids or not likely too.
However on the positive side i love my job-well not a job. A lifestyle and a personal choice.
It comes down to prioritys.
Sometimes those dreams, overtake reality, and can play havoc with your life.
Don,t fall into that trap.
Theres better things in life to treasure.
I have nothing of personal value, that i can,t make dissappear in a day.
Sounds like you,ve got more than that.?
I pride myself on my reputation, honesty, and work ethic.
Being an Ag pilot i,m still alive. It,s a good life.
However - i can,t kiss my son or daughter.
Goodnight.
