in which country did you bye your medical?Stop aviation stay away... you will have no IFR,and then imagine....,except if you're flying those modern aircraft like the most of the young "Top Guns" on this site are doing...
I give you and advise, Have a chat with the "old guys" who have the real experience,not this new generation that thinks that knows everything but...scarry.
I'm not one of these "old guys" only 40,but they teached me a lot...A lot of respect.
Wish you good luck,
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