Sorry Paddington, I wrote a whole story, but it was just getting too philosophic. Thing is, getting and having kids is the challenge of a lifetime and only you are responsible for the outcome.
Now you got to figure out ways to manage. lower income families also manage. Simply because they have to. Because you are also not giving your £117 per week to that family down the street.
On another note, we had a colleague who actually did pump during duty; everything got nicely stored in the fridge which the company installed for her in the crewroom.
But do not despair, with you is a whole generation of women torn between family and career and who in the process lost the plot a bit, knowing even less what they want..
and yet we men have to simply "know" what you girls want
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Anyway, good luck with your quest; you'll manage. You're not the first to start the family and my educated guess is you won't be the last, either.
Don't let the blues get you.
