mike! maaate!!
None of us are qualified to advise. And that applies to gut feelings too, there are several degrees of tummyache. I'm not here to knock you or put you off or put you on come to that. Just to help you think clearly.
I think it is good to have another half to life besides flying to keep things in balance. For me that half is my wife, my kids and my home. Flying is the glue that has mostly kept it all together but I've changed direction several times yet my family has survived and we have not gone short.
Flying as you have discovered is not a guarantee of happiness and universal respect. It can feel like that at times but not all the time. Sure I have seen and done things I could not have otherwise done. But at work [before I retired] being able to do my job to the satisfaction of our customers, the cabin crew and all my other colleagues on the ground and in the air was what was important. If circumstances force you to shift direction do it with grace and aim for the same standards but playing a different game. It is about what you are not what you do. It isn't about aviation, single and alone, !!!! or bust. The chances are you'll end up single, alone, !!!! and bust.
When you make your decision I wish you every success and all the happiness you could wish for. If you ever feel the urge to sink a better beer than your current choice I am in Brussels for a while and Mrs "E" would be delighted to rustle up some grub and make you feel at home.
Best Rgds
The "E"