MIKECR & Berksflyer : Thanks, really appreciate your thoughts...
Your right the buying your way in went against what i deem to be right, but I had to be a realist...
A TP job for me woudl be more than perfect! Given that could also realisticly be achieved quite quickly...ish.
I feared spening 10 years scraping around only to be told i'm to old by an airline whilst negecting my current career, in fact I have no real desire to fly jets, just to be able to pay the bills and lookforward to going to work is what i'll pay my modular money for...