ACMS I would suggest that it is you sir who should "grow up". You made a decision supposedly as an adult and now refuse to take responsibility for it. You refuse to see what ramifications your decision had on many other people, instead choosing to blame all and sundry for how your life turned out and craving sympathy for it. Take responsibility for your own choices!! After all, your T&C's where so dreadful weren't they? Pilots tending farms, running businesses, attending university degrees in their spare time. Ring any bells? Why should my heart bleed for you when you did not give a "flying fvck" for those of us you put out of work?
Gee Hoof sorry we let you down, ruin your career did we?
Your comment stinks of self-serving, self-absorbed arrogance which was probably when all is said and done, the major contributing factor to your loss.
No ACMS, you made your bed so now you lie in it. The sooner you accept that fact, the sooner you may find peace of mind.