sorry to hear about the depression ye suffer,,
can i just say i dont agree with ''western medicine'' at all,,,and my reason is this
i have severe stomach problems and for a long time the doc was giving me this and giving me that,,,even went as far as giving me the drug effexor,,which is an anti depressive/anxiety pill,,,
well i got so depserate i eventully decided to try chinese medicine for my stomach and my god how much my life has changed,, no side effects from the tea i take for my stomach,,,i feel great and only get sick every few weeks,,but wen i take my tea wen im sick,,within the hour im perfect
this has also been proven for depression so please guys give it a go,,the chinese doc wont even charge for a consultation