Guys,
after carefully thinking, I decided not to go for it. Tomorrow I will have one last word with the CEO and I will state the following: I will take the deal only if I will be hired now.
I can't afford to stay several months without a salary, I would leave a very good job, not aviation related but which pays off quite well.
I would have to cover my type rating, I would have to go through the 40 legs without pay.... all this at my own risk this whole process might take 5-6 months, I will be very honest here: you know how much I was offered per month? 1034 pounds... which already includes the flying benefits... 500 pounds if I do not fly for example.
It's ok to be passionate about something but this is not a good deal, I can't be very objective because I really want to be a pilot but I was told by my family not to risk that much