Do you know the Irish saying
A true friend stabs you in the front and that ambition is the last refuge of the failure.
You can't be too careful in your choice of enemies...
You thought that we had all the answers, but it was your questions that we had wrong.
I suggest you change your attetude try to be positive with a smile if you can't then fake it if you have to. Then see , for yourself ....
Life aint that bad as you would want it to be.
How can you be expected to be happy , after all we did was to treat you as if you were a perfectly normal human being.