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OK You may have commitment issues. I think you don't (won't) understand V1. You still want a choice after V1, which is commitment time. If you won't adhere to Runway calcs., (your own, if you actually take the time to consider them), then don't. I think you have trouble with authority (even if it's your own!). V1 is, after all, a command. You don't get that V1 is a commitment to fly, not a notice of enhanced awareness.
"Fly The Force, Luke". No. No. No.