zaza, buy a taildragger with a dodgy compass, fly amongst the Welsh hills in mist and rain. Survive, count your blessings, swear you will never do it agian and get drunk.
I still come alive as soon as I push the Cub out of the hangar. Fly an aeroplane that you enjoy being in. Flying is like sex, do it with the one you enjoy being with, all flying is fun. Flying in something that responds to your moves is much more fun than flying something that you have to persuade to edge it's way around the airfield.