Android, sorry to hear that you have decided not to continue with the PPL. You have doubtless thought long and hard about your decision , so it may be pointless to try to persuade you otherwise. All I can say is that I did it when I had become too old and stupid, got royally fugged about by the weather, found the learning process hard and slow going, but got there in the end. It took me 11 months, loadsa hours, and loadsa cash, but I regret it not.