Why the hell are you thinking of joining these suffering community?
Listen to me stay away from aviation ..it's not worth it anymore...and it will get worst and worst..
Find a normal job...have a normal and happy life... and if you really like flying do it as a hobby , join an aeroclub, do some aerobatics..what ever but don't do the error of following your passion and try get into this job.
Do you really think that waking up when normal people goes to sleep, spending up to 17 hours closed in 2 cubic meters of pressurized tube avoiding weather with that feeling hidden deep inside you that anytime something can get screwed and may be you are in the middle of nowhere. is so much fun...?
No it is not... and you will not be paid enough for that.