TikkiRo,
I have a friend who has long term pain/disability problems. She went on some kind of course on dealing with pain. I don't know the details, but she was VERY enthusiastic about it, and afterwards looked better than I'd ever seen her. If you think it might help let me know and I'll get the details; could it mean you could manage with less drugs? I don't know.
Whirly
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