Please stop telling me what I should or shouldnt do with my money and what is best for me and mine when you know nothing about me or my circumstances.
That's absolutely fair enough, but at the same time don't play the guilt trip card by saying you're only doing what's best for your family; You're not, you're only doing what's best for what you want to do. Again, that's fair enough, but don't try and kid yourself (or us/me).
If you want a particular job so badly that you are willing to reverse Economics Lesson 1 (you go to work, you get paid) still fair enough, but don't get too surprised when those of us who work in order to
earn money get excited and accuse you of damaging the industry.
In spite of the above, I hope that you find the means to support your family soon.