I keep coming back to this string (and it seems, so do a lot of people). It strikes me that most of the posts here discuss externals (such as procedures) or are flip comments, while Antti is really asking us to discuss some heavy stuff. I can identify with his question – my husband went down nine years ago and I really struggled with flying for a while after that. For me, it came down to trust – did I trust the procedures I had been trained, did I trust myself to follow the procedures and (having eaten from the tree of knowledge) did I trust myself and others to forgive me if things went wrong?
Thoughts anyone?