Theres a big difference between being positive and being down right off with the fairies.
Once you jump the 3-400 pilots in front of you vying for 787 glory ( no mean feat with a fleet of 15 requiring 110 skippers ) enjoy the dubious honour of being one of the lowest paid L/H wide body skippers in the developed world.
Oh, and good luck with the yacht and supporting a wife and kids whilst living on the east coast on around 11k net per month.( in 7 years )
Hope you like rowing...................
