Shemy,
Just to put it in perspective, when I went for a 6th Form Scholarship, out of around 100 people who made it to OASC, I only know of 5 who got awarded them.
I then decided just to carry on with school and cdts, get into university and have since joined the UAS and am about to put in my papers for a bursary - it doesn't end yet for me, and neither will it for you!