As you can see, from certain old and bolds on this site you will generally receive more criticism of your posting, spelling, grammar etc. than sensible, objective information and advice. Call Bristows, CHC and or Forces careers offices. Google will give you the numbers. They (the civilian organisations) will occasionally take 'new recruits' but there are a lot of ex-mil guys who already have experience looking for jobs and they will no doubt be in front of you in the queue. It's not impossible though and if you want it badly enough it's there, but you've got to work hard, go after it and try not to be put off by small minded smart ass 1-holes who've nothing better to do than be obstructive and unhelpful.