but the day I am scared I think I'll give it away
Doc, you are fortunate that through good judgement, and not having had the dog of fate pi55 on your leg, to have escaped experiencing fear or the scared feeling/emotion. I’m sure however that if such was to occur you would meet the challenge and come through successfully, a wiser man, if a little ragged and battered about the edges (it does that to you), AND NOT GIVE IT AWAY.
Post #12 at
www.pprune.org/forums/showthread.php?t=293307 re a CRM course.
Now: the next course in Berne/Geneva, we had a DHL 757 driver, ex 727 chappie.
This guy was good, and he came from EXPERIENCE, he had faced his
DEMONS, he had been
SCARED, and when he asked Q's, like WHAT IN FLIGHT EMERGENCIES has anyone here had, there was minor everyday stuff.
I started to squirm in my seat when he asked about the
"F" word, even I could see that I was the only one apart from the instructor, that was not at all comfortable, when he asked about
"F" word, I think I nodded my head, he "uncomfortably" "respectfully" zeroed in, asked what it was like? to which I replied "not a very nice experience" and "We" were only too willing to leave it at that, but I know from something UNSPOKEN this chappie had had the same, I could tell it in the way he asked the question, his body language, his LIP/facial expresion, and the "Instant" unspoken bond, "sound corney or what". (red crayon mine)