Wot would we do without some brevity:
Jokes aside, for me and only speaking for myself, as I SENSE from what I read that others could well suffer from depression as I did, due to Sinus.
I say this because for years since 95, I would suffer, it affected me in every way, in the cockpit (sick and tired of always taking Panadol-Nurophen-sydomol-voltaren) just to be able to work, then doing all the correct things like seeing a specialist, and being told only mild Rhinitis! F----me I don't ever want to suffer a serious form!
When I use the word depression, it is in the sense that you wonder if you are loosing it! I certainly began to doubt myself solely due to the way I was feeling.
Especially as my rotation was always from one Hemisphere to the other, season to season! then to a hot dry climate in the desert, then back again in reverse order.
I would get shi--y, my attitude would suffer, my family would suffer when I came home after 5 weeks.
It just became difficult to cope,( good days to bad days) one starts out good ends up bad, starts out bad ends up good.
I am not a Doctor, and am not (completely) mad, but this ENT guy I saw,(THE GOOD B'STARD) HE SET ME FREE, I have a life again, and I have started flying again and I am enjoying it, and I intend to do it even better than before, I still love it, where as it had got to the point of resentment as "my lover" was F---ing me up.
And I don't have shares in the pharmaceutical ( Spelt wrong) companies any longer.
It has been three years since I THREW MY TOYS OUT OF THE COT, I knew I was not well enough to fly,( Nothing wrong mild rhinitus
) as long as I do as I have indicated in the previous post, I don't have an issue with it any longer.
This is just me, we are all different and I would hate to put anyone wrong, but if this helps anyone then I've done a bit more for my fellow man.
Chr's
H/Snort
