only if not flying will kill you!!!!
knowing what i know now, only do it, if you think you will die without it!!!
but first, try to get some professional counselling from those who deal with heroin addicts!!!
because that is what i would compare it to.
haven't shot the stuff into my veins, and as for flying, i can't live without it, but it is killing me!!!!
it intoxicates and frustrates. it inspires and demoralizes. it puts wings and epaulettes on your uniform and turns around and kicks you in the teeth. it makes you feel successful and makes you feel a failure. it builds your confidence and brings you to shivers. it brings you into strong personal relationships and it turns you into a loner. it creates new interests yet kills your attention span. you look at the cessnas and are happy you're in your machine, but a 777 taxis by and a tear comes to your eyes. you look down at the earth and wish you were there. you look up into the sky and wish you were there. you rise above the clouds to see the moon, stars and sun on rainy days as the 6 month medicals record your gradual demise. the cabin crew make you feel like you're always 18; whilst in the lav the mirror reminds you that you're old enough to be their grandfather. you look out the window and see the glorious world slowly slip by but you can't touch it nor smell it. you look at the northern lights and are glad you are there whilst on the turnaround, you ask yourself where did you go wrong. all in all you slowly realize that for better or worse, you never know how much longer it will last.
Last edited by stator vane; 8th September 2007 at 22:13.