knackered
Note your location is Asia, please correct if required but suspect you are either out of '89 or An demise, if so you came through a system that essentially no longer exists and from which you benefited and good luck to you.
goddamit has it correct, he is dealing with his career in his time in the prevailing real world.
Ain't right, happy to join in and "point fingers" at those who have initiated or championed "pay your own endorsement" schemes (previous posts have shown my amazement at a certain ex CP, once staunch unionist now proven staunch Capitalist.)
I apologise if you are indeed a recent arrival in Asia and did not benefit from the "traditional" airline environment in Australia.
Enjoy the game!