Good luck then! Really hope all the best for you but I'm affraid you're not going to get it there!
But maybe you only like breathing in this life. Then it's perfect for you.
Don't forget about giving a try at Etihad first, then you may say that Qatar Airways was the only chance left for you so you're not going to regret later for not giving it a try. It is indeed hard to be hanged in finding a job, esspecially the one that you like, but don't neglect the other opportunities you have. Well, all the best!...