well, why should you be angry at me?
Just because the way i am it makes you angry or sorry?
You choose to do whatever you want in your life.If you are happy to do another job to become a pilot be my guest.I am happy whatever makes you happy.
Since i am a free person i choose to do whatever i want and this doesn't make me spoiled.If me and my father share his fortune why does it make me a spoild brat?Becoming a man is not strictly what you say.Is not doing military service that makes you a man,otherwise nature would have made us all soldiers.The definition of man is something that changes from culture to culture.I don't know what your point really is about choosing to work for ryan.If working for ryan makes me a pussy then i think you should revise your idea of beeing a man.In my life there is sot only flying.
I wish you the best with your decisions