Hostile, please do us all a favour and move on. Having lost my job due to ill health you really don't know how lucky you are! My family have been to hell and beyond and you whinge about having a job that pays very well, is very stable and if you stuck it out would see you in the Left seat in a few years. I don't understand you. I admit there are things that Cathay could do better, a lot better, but just leave knowing there are people a lot worse off than you. You have your health and your marriage intact(I presume). Take this opportunity. Don't squander it. You sound as though you're at breaking point with this. You have made a decision now act on that decision. I wish you all the best and only hope you find your spot on this globe.
