After many many years of helicopter flight in the military and having read this thread patiently, I have come to the conclusion that at present, you do not appear to have some of the basic abilities that are required.
"Standard English is something of which doesnt seem to develop in at least my type."
I think that just about sums it up. Unless you improve dramatically then I fear you have absolutely no chance whatsoever. Should you fail to comprehend why I say so then that in itself is a verification of the circumstances. Good luck.
Best Wishes