I respect that at least they are willing to give me that chance
WRONG!!! YOU are giving THEM a chance at your services. You are doing them a favour by willing to provide your services to make them profits. They are not providing you with a service. The company utilises your services to provide the passengers with a service.
That's how it works in any other industry, but not, it seems, in the warped world of wannabe pilots. You wannabes seriously need to re-assess who's doing whom favours with employment. Until you realise that you are the ones providing the service, not the airline, you will continue to be exploited and ridden and will continue to drag the rest of us down.
When that mind-set is changed, you may then expect something other than mediocrity and worse for your career, which, as it stands is about all you can expect.