Sounds like it's standard procedure for check flights to be a bit chaotic then lol.
Honestly, the despatcher in FAO was so bad, when I told him I couldn't let the pax off without somebody standing under the wing he asked me if I couldn't send one of my girls down... I thought for a moment that the opm had it set up to test me because I just couldn't believe it!!! But she seemed to be as annoyed as I was so probably not...
Anyway, my first flight on my own yesterday was absolutly fine and I felt so much more relaxed without being 'watched' and it really started to click into place and to flow. My number four paid me a very nice compliment saying it felt like I've been a SCCM for years
Thanks again everybody, I'm now rostered as a FA for the rest of this month and all of may except for one day so by the time I'm working as a SCCM again I probably need a refresher course...well, maybe I get some changes and at least I get paid nicely ;-)