regretCX,
You really have got a complex haven't you? You must be one of the 5% who got the rough end of the stick and can't see anything in context.
If you feel that strongly about CX the best thing you can do is leave and forget about it, if you keep dwelling on it its going to kill you one way or another.
Your wild accusations that anyone who disagrees with you must be management or training only goes to show that you'd be perfectly qualified to sit in the star chamber.
Good luck, you need it.