I don't get you mofoho,
You want to be an ATCO, there are many here who will gladly offer advice and assistance yet you continue to snarl and react - I appreciate you feel picked on but how about considering what will help you in achieving your goal? Arguing on here over who started it or something won't help.
I'm sure you are very different face to face but all I can see is what you type. There will undoubtedly be more attacks on you in this thread. Let it lie and get on with learning for (hopefully) the 2nd stage.