I have not ignored any ATCO on this and I have listened to everyone's advice whether it has been something I wanted to hear or something I did not want to hear. I have taken each point in to consideration and recorded it for my training although whilst a lot of it is good intentioned I would like to say that my online personality is very different than that of the personality that would shine through if I get to the college.
This major point is something many of you have over-looked.
I am a shy person who hates to be noticed and I never ever argue with authority figures unless I think there is a grave injustice or moral issue.
I respect people for their experience despite the fact thay might be a bit of an ass about it.
This however is the internet, I am a nicknamed user on a forum which I have barely used, I am at home right now. I feel I have been picked on as if I were not.
I do not think it is "cool" to write short on the internet and from now on *if I continue to post here* I will refrain from doing so. Despite this it should be realised that me posting this way does not mean I am not professional in my approach to matters or bad at communicating with others.
I'm not egotistical but in response to that point: My communication skills through writing and speaking have been noted by other professionals in a very positive manner.
The problem is that as a new user on this forum I was not aware I had to meet any standard aside from 1:do not be abusive on the forum 2:do not post porn etcetc.
I am probably talking to a brick wall right now, many brick walls but I am sure that on this occasion and in the context of a forum, I am ok.