Hi Virginia, I felt exactly the same as you when I first started flying for a charter airline, I didn't even stay there for the first 6 months as I hated it so much and I thought that I would never be able to settle in to the job. But one of my best friends joined BA and told me how much she loved it and how different it was, so I gave it a go and have now been there for 4 months. I really enjoy it and it's totally different to the airline I used to work for. So my advice is to stick with what you're doing for a bit longer, or join another airline that may be better for you.
