You go girl
Tha is what I like, a pilot with high expectations. Go for it ! Quit your job, apply for Rapid Command FO position go through a rather intense course where there is lots of discrimination (for what ever particular category you fall in) . Then if you make it to the line, you can fly with the FOs who were not good enough to pass command and who will be very happy to see you walk into their seat !!
You think you are angry !!
Ahh what a beautiful thing ! Merry Christmas !